What is your trumpet blowing moment?
Today I will decided to continue to let my hopes rise. I know that the let down is bitter and painful. But to be able to dream is something I never want to let go of.
A quick update about this crazy week
**News Flash** It is that exact belief that has created these invisible bars around my heart.
When you get hurt, cut, burned, etc. A process begins.Be honest, be truthful, and above all be loved.
Routine, Physical Health, Outdoors, Relax, & Community. Lets dive into them all as we survive the holiday season. Merry Christmas.
Some people feel worthless, some people feel alone, some people perfect, some people feel blessed. Words are powerful...
So you have those moments of remorse, regret, stress, and strife. Don't let it control you... Crave Life!
Why live in constant fear of the unknown? Speak up, ask for help, seek out the truth. The truth is I really don't know what will happen in my life until I ask for help.It is time I kick my outdated attitude to the curb and start working on being happy, loved, and honest.
No matter what this season, spend time with the people you love. Make sure to tell them how you feel. And Enjoy yourself, eat what you want, do what you want, and don't give a crap about how someone may judge you.
Just a teaser of what my week is becoming Happy Thanksgiving everyone 😍
It's BOGO Week. Do you need some great Christmas gifts.
This is the time of year were I take all that darkness, all the sadness, all the depression, all the anger and tell it to Fuck Off. There will be more dark days ahead, but this is the one week a year I will not let anything steal my joy.
Sometimes the fear of loss is overwhelming and can blind us from seeing what our heart is crying out for. However, when we look past our anxieties and let our hearts desire grow. We find that maybe the thing we want so much in life isn't unimaginable.
A Career is something people tell us our whole lives we need to achieve. In grade school we learn the foundational information for what our life will be built on. In high school we start learning what we like, our interests. By college we are supposed to have a clear goal in mind what ONE thing we want to do for the rest of our lives.
As I got in my car and pulled away I was disappointed I had nothing to give to this women and need...Then it hit me like a ton of bricks, It's not about me.
I feel like nothing else in the world matters and the depth of my heart is being search as joy, pain, happiness are all being pulled to the surface to become a beautiful and some time messy sound.
What Inspires You?
I am tired of being on the edge everyday worried if I will fall or fly. I want to break out of this mundane stress and see the world.
When life stresses you out, remember just take a day for yourself and rest.
Small thought of the day
THE BIG ANNOUNCEMENT!!! I immediately wanted to help in some way. I thought to myself, I wish I could write a check for that amount and just hand it to them and tell them. Thank you for taking care of your son. He is worth it. Everyone is worth the time, the money, the attention, the love...
We need to have many Hopes, Dreams, & Goals. So we can pursue them whether we are depressed or not, these desires and these visions can bring us back to the place of loving life abundantly and those around us.
Love - An indescribable feeling that draws one another closer than comfort
Honoring a dear friend who passed away tonight
I want to stop letting, depression, fear, and fiances control my life. There is too much good out there in the world for me to get stuck here in this moment of stress.
Don't let other peoples judgments keep you from spending time with friends, dress up and enjoying yourself. Take a walk, Laugh a lot, and sleep good on that sugar coma.
We all fail, it is what we do afterwards that will change the course of our beliefs.
Its incredible how one person can say one thing and it can change your whole perspective on something with encouragement and hope.
Blessed are the flexible for they shall not be broken. Stay on the Mark
As I sat in the car talking with her all I could think was, how can I help her if I can't even talk about my own troubles. Thus the discussion began. Let's Talk Depression - It is not a dirty word.
Beauty (to me) - A moment in time that touches your heart to the point were your life is changed.
No longer do I want to settle for loneliness, laziness, anxiety, or sub-par life. I want to be free to be happy, to have friends, to be excited, and to experience life to the fullest.
Just Breath, Drive Safe, Be Compassionate, Move Past The Blur, and Hope Again. Thank you everyone for your support through this blog post. It was a very personal experience to share and I hope it helps others who may be in that moment of brokenness and despair. With love from those around you hope will once again be restored. Take your time, grieve, and don't be afraid to discover your own feelings. Please share this post with anyone you know in the hopes that it will help bring hope.
Wisdom is the weed killer to all doubt. Whether it is the person who is looking or seeking, Wisdom will put to rest every bit of confusion in any situation.
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Life is going to be wild, it's going to be great, and it's going to be good for me. I just need to step out and live in love.
Experience over the years has taught me to take my thoughts captive, to lock them in my heart never to be let out. But I want to set the 'captives free'.
I don't want to look good.... I want to feel good and do what I love Be You Be Loved Be Happy
For those struggling with depression sleepless nights is something we can be all too familiar with.
So this is my journey, this is day one. The day I take back my life, the day I believe... Depression is Real.
Happy Thanksgiving to everyone